Well i finally got my 3rd ipod, so im pumped as hell, no excuses for the gym, im also going to write more, if anyone goes to university u know the hell about food here and everything, lol i lost around 5 pounds since i got here, lol so im waiting for the rest of me to get excited and leave

gym tomrow - min 800 cals burned ( i dont care how long im there for )
food hopefully under 1200, 

Hey Guys, My names Erin, and ive struggles with Ana/Mia for about 3 years, since i was in grade 10. im currently 10000000 million pounds and i think teh first person on this site that is my weight. i was like 200 ( im a heavy set girl kinda ) adn now since Track and Field ( thrower) MADE me eat every day, i am at 280 ( im throwing up as i write, 

i am starting uni next eyar adn i want to get back down to ANYTHING lower then 250, luckily ill have more control., i just need u guys ot help me stay strong


Last night i B/P twice, i was so pissed at myself too, tonight wont be teh same though, my mom keeps questioning me about  it and im pisssed. obvi i need to lose weight, and in university ill have more control.


GOD help me lol

Thanks for all the encourage ment form ur posts , im so jelouse of your guyss size adn can only dream of being as close to u guys

STAY STRONG, THIN equals BEAUTY

<3 Erin

Current Location: At Work
Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Famous Last Words - My Chemical ROmance

Well, im at work. pretty boring here, im just about to have lunch adn all i can think about is FOOD, that is FUCKD UP
oh well anyone else starting university in the fall, im so scared to leave home, i cant wait to go but hen again...